Posted by Lieutenant Commander Soval (Executive Officer) in Side sim, mediations. Tag Fayth, xi’Indrai & Suder.

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Sharah Fayth (Chief Science Officer) in Side sim, mediations. Tag Fayth, xi’Indrai & Suder.

Posted by Ensign Trax Elbrun Suder (Medical Officer) in Side sim, mediations. Tag Fayth, xi’Indrai & Suder.

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“ No Doctor I do not believe I can cure you. In sight of past history that would be illogical. I however wish to understand. What I have learned so far leads me to the opinion that the best way to proceed in finding a way to mediate your discomfort and thus improve your efficiency is to give you command of that project. This in no way means I am dissatisfied with your performance, it may well be my personal failing that I am concerned for your comfort.” Looking at the Chief scientist.”I do apologize for my People’s arrogance, children are a valuable commodity and deserve proper care and respect. If their is any prof you require of my sincerity, I will attempt to provide it.”

Soval

” I never said it was a cure but a way to help you from inside the mind to help build walls. give you a better understanding on how to do so may be I would never give anyone false hope or claim a cure.” As Trax looked to Soval and the others quickly. Trax was now feeling watched again and it was strong enough to make him feel apprehensive and a bit frightened. “I am sorry I can’t stay. I need to go now.” As Trax placed his tray on the table and moved towards the entryway again as calmly as he could. Trax left his padd to finish recording the conversation as the others continued the meeting. He would retrieve it later. maybe someone would bring it to him later.

Ensign Trax Suder - Jo Doctor

Trax’s exit seemed to deflate her. She’d offended him and she hadn’t meant to. But at the moment her head hurt too much to do anything more than a ~I’m sorry Trax.~
He’d left his PaDD. She picked it up, she’d take it back to him later and apologize when she was feeling better. Sharah turned her attention back to Soval. “It’s not a failing of your people. I know that, now that I’m an adult. But it’s a cultural difference. For Betazoids emotion, our telepathic empathy is tightly connected to our abilities. We can’t suppress it and lock it away. We can’t put it aside. That’s why empathic abilities always show up in children that are only 1/2 or less Betazoid, it’s a strong genetic trait. The Monks had a hard time realizing it. They thought I was being disrespectful and lazy. That I was simply refusing to do as they said.” It had been a long time since Sharah had talked about her time on Vulcan. It was strange though because she could actually feel Soval’s concern, and it was an emotional response and was strange coming from a Vulcan. Well not so strange. She could always feel it from Vulcans in their subconscious where they weren’t aware of it. She sighs. “It is a life long project Lt Cmdr. And one I doubt will ever be completed. There is really only one way to really explain it to you, through a telepathic link and as I’ve said, it’s not a pleasant experience for anyone.”
Lt jg Fayth, CSO

“ I assure you it wouldn’t be the first unpleasant experience I have had and likely not to be my last, Doctor. I would be willing if it made the Vulcan mind less unpleasant or at a minimum mine. Either way I would offer my assistance in that project, Doctor. No matter how little we may accomplish.”
Soval

Sharah sighed, this was going no where. It was just circles upon circles. And it was possible that someone had suggested something useful, but she just didn’t see it. Her head hurt, she’d offended the XO and Trax, and Dinui was silent. Which was okay. She appreciated that and she appreciated Dinui trying to protect her privacy and her personal space, both physically and mentally. “Perhaps, Lt Cmdr when our schedules permit?” She wasn’t looking forward to the experience, but he and Trax both seemed to think if they just showed her what to do that would be that. So she would attempt it and then move on from there.
Lt.jg Fayth, CSO