Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Sir, Sean Knights (Chief Science Officer) in Counselor’s office - Check In

Posted by Lieutenant Commander Skye Harper-Ryan (Counselor) in Counselor’s office - Check In

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Sir, Sean Knights (Chief Science Officer) in Counselor’s office - Check In
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She listened as she fetched his drink and returning handed him the mug. Sitting with a cup of her own Skye wrapped her hands around the warm beverage and considered the CSO carefully as she sipped the tea.

“So, tell me a little about yourself.” She invited.

Harper-Ryan
CNS

“Ahem,” he cleared his voice “I’m Sean - as I already said, and I was born on Earth, Sheffield in the South Yorkshire, Britain. Beside this damn badge I have on my uniform,” he pointed to the golden royal family badge “I pretty much hate royalty and politics stuff. I had always had problems with my family as they considered me the black sheep of the group, but to be honest, what all I needed was my mother support, who nowadays still supports me. I- I consider myself pretty a fish in a tank fulfilled with sharks - I have fear of anything that can harm myself and to be honest I want to leave behind this bad habit. Since I joined Starfleet I’ve already put in danger many crewmen and some died too, all for my fears.”
Talking about it was painful and damn sad for Sean, and as he almost forgot that he was talking to the Counselor, suddenly he self-insulted in every way possible calming down briefly after “yeah… It is a really bad habit.”

Lieutenant Jr. grade Sir, Sean Knights - CSO

Skye listened, her head tilting slightly as she did so. “ ok. Let’s rewind slightly shall we.” She said calmly. “What is it exactly that scares you?”

Harper-Ryan
CNS

“Danger in general… I mean, anything that could probably kill me. I know it is in everyone this fear but in me, it is pretty accented and I cannot get rid of it. I get stuck mid-field when something that bad happens. I’m like allergic to potentially deadly actions.” Sean said “C-could I ask some coffe? I forgot to take it this morning…” he asked. To be honest, the only reason for the coffe was to calm himself - Indeed it was like a relaxant for him instead of boosting his energies.

Lieutenant Jr. grade Sir, Sean Knights - CSO

Ooc: she gave him a drink ^_^

Ic: Skye stood and moving to the replicator got the required coffee. She handed it to him as she sat back down and made a mental note, “How do you cope with the fear? Have you got coping strategies in place at the moment or things you do?”

Harper-Ryan
CNS

OOC: whoops! My bad.

IC: Sean took the coffe mug and with a swift moves he drank a bit of it. The taste was the old same replicator one, unfortunately. But he did liked it somewhat. “Well, I try to forget that I’m in danger, maybe thinking that I’m on a beach on some exotic planet. That helps me, but the moment I fall again in the scene, I get more panicked.” He replied to the Counselor’s question “I’ve got also a pocket Theta emitter… something I build with my old CE. It helps me to relax when I can, but Of course the effects do not take that long to vanish.” He added.
After telling her about the device, he took something from the sleeve, and there you go! His pocket Theta Waves Emitter. It was a little pad, with some kind of isolinear chip - some colored beads were also implanted in the device with some blank lights bliping each second.
“I want anyway, to keep my sanity even without this thing. I want to be able to fight my fear and help my mates.. could you help me?”

Lieutenant Jr. grade Sir, Sean Knights - CSO

Skye considered him, “well we can certainly look at medications and treatment regimes to help you or if you’d prefer we can consider a more detailed therapy route.” She said calmly,

Harper-Ryan
CNS