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“Oh. Yes Sir. I… I will.” She took the band and stood. She started to bow before she stopped herself. It was disconcerting knowing he was in her memory but not really there. She didn’t mind, it just made her feelings confused for a little bit. She rushed out of his office. She didn’t let herself cry until she was safely in her quarters with the door locked.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor watched as she left his office, he could feel her pain and confusion as she left. What he wanted to do was just scoop her up and hold her while she got out what she needed to get out, Like a father would a daughter, he knew thought that they did not have that kind of relationship and with her past would not likely receive it well. In stead he moved to his desk and tossed his feet up on his desk. “Computer Dim the lights and play my relaxing list” he said as he closed his eyes and his mind.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia couldn’t avoid Tessan, he was her DH. So she did indeed see him the next day and every day she was on duty. She continued her duties as she always did. Quiet, kind, and efficient. Until the next week when she appeared at the door of Tessan’s office for her next session.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

“Enter” Tealor said looking up from his notes. “Ah ensign Dradvia, please come in, help yourself to the replicator.” he suggested a frew steamy spot of tea sitting infront of him.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“No thank you, Sir. I’m alright.” She moved to the chair and sat down. Waiting. She never knew how to start these sessions.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

“Ok, ” he noted. “If you change your mind feel free to just get up and help yourself, he said glancing over his notes. “I’m letting you know that I’ll not be blocking my empathy today. ” he said now looking up from his notes. “Tell me, how has your week been?” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“Alright.” A look of confusion crossed her face. Did he not always leave his empathy unblocked? He was Betazoid, it was a apart of him. Maybe he didn’t like it? That wasn’t any of her business though. She just nodded, unconcerned about it.

“Ummm, normal. Nothing much has really happened. The ship is kind of quiet, which makes my shifts calm.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor gave a small nod, “And how is the neural band working for you, are you getting any sleep?”

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“I am. I’m not really sure how effective it is. Nothing has really happened to wake me up.” Of course Dradvia was waiting until after shift change to go to bed, so not so many people would be passing by her door. “I think I’m falling asleep easier.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor nodded, “That makes sense, keep a journal for me this week, if you don’t mind?” he asked. It was likely working the tool had a great track record. It would not remove her trauma but it should stabilize the chemical imbalance. “It’s not going to change you really but you should notice more sleep filled nights vs not.” he finished as he reached down a took a sip of tea.

Dradvia nodded, “I will.” That wasn’t hard really and not a lot to ask. She admitted she was curious herself, anyway.

“How would you like to fill the hour today?” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

She shrugged. “I don’t know.” That was too open, too many options, too much to stress over. Forgetting her time in the Syndicate, it wasn’t like the Academy was structured to give them lots of free choice. It was very regimented, and Dradvia liked that. Not that she wasn’t allowed to make decisions, but expectations were very clear and there were choices. She could be willy-nilly in her free time when it was just her. She didn’t consider this free time since she was required to be here.

It made her uncomfortable, like she was a specimen in a jar being watched to see what she did. “I don’t know, Dr. Tessan. Would you give me some options?”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor gave a small nod sensing the anxiety it was creating in her, “I can, may we start with why the choice is emotionally difficult for you? It can be for a lot of people but what’s making it hard for you?” he asked not wanting to dance around the issue.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“I guess I feel like I’m under a microscope. It’s hard to be relaxed when everything you do is being watched and judged. I’m here because command says I have to be. They will be judging what happens here even if you don’t. ” She shrugged but then pressed on. “It’s hard to make open ended decisions when someone else puts them to me because making the wrong choice has painful punishments. No matter how many times I’m told otherwise.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Good, Tealor thought now we are moving some. “Wrong choice can indeed bring pain and consequences that is true, but they can also bring healing, and success.” he said taking another sip.

That wasn’t the kind of pain and consequences she was meaning, but she didn’t point that out.

“What do you think they want to see happen in these meetings?” he asked it was true that fleet could cause problems for her, but they would in most circumstances base their actions on tealors recommendations. He took a few notes as he waited, the trauma she had experienced forced her into a place where she needed to please every authority over her to ensure she was safe, it would be a hard thing for her to break past.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia shrugged again. She wasn’t really sure. If she knew, then she could do it, and then all this would be over. “They expect me to act, comport, myself in a certain way. They want me to learn how to do that.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor shook his head, “I think its deeper than that, your skills as a doctor are some of the best I have seen, your on time , you support your shipmate. Your last three performance evaluations including the one I just completed suggest your are ready for promotion.” he said shifting in his seat. “By all accounts your are a model starfleet officer. What more could they possibly want from you?” he asked his tone level

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“I don’t know. If I am a model officer why do I have to be here?” Obviously they wanted something more from her.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor gave a nod noted something on his PaDD. “That is a great question, seems like you got it all together and this is a waste of time.” he said. “So is this a waste of time then? or is there something you want to get out of our time together? ” he knew that she did she had agreed in an earlier session that she might as well try to work on some things while she was here, The question was more rhetorical, though he did need to identify if she wanted to work on things or this was not going to work.

Dradvia gave him a wary and guarded look. She never said it was a waste of time. He asked what she wanted out of it and she said she didn’t know because she was being made to do it. It was an order for her to attend, so there had to be a goal behind it, she just didn’t know what it was.

“Perhaps they don’t like you and want to find a way to get rid of you? or maybe they feel sorry for you? or perhaps they just want to give a great officer tools to help with the trauma?” he said leaning forward.

The words were like a slap to the face. Tessan had seen her memories… did he think she was wrong? That her perception of the things that were done to her were wrong? Was he making fun of her?

“You don’t know what they want and neither do I, but if you want to know what I think. I think it does not really mater what they think or want, what matters is how you and I chose to use this time, do we waste it or do we utilize it to improve. ” he looked at her once again not trying to gauge her response but to just let it sink in. “So Ensign Dradvia, your options are take our time here and work on the things that you avoid, or sit and waste time. I would prefer the later because I think with time we can find ways to understand the things that bother you better and provide way to deal with the things that hinder you in life.”

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“I told you I would come, and I would do the work. That hasn’t changed.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer
Tealor gave a slow nod, his voice calm and centered.

“Thank you for that. I believe you will do the work, because I already see the strength you don’t give yourself credit for.” he said leaning forward a little. “I’m doing a terrible job at expressing what I’m thinking” he noted. “Something I said a moment ago caught you off guard, what was it? and how did it make you feel?”

Dradvia held a breath for a moment before forcing it out slowly. She knew exactly what it was, and how she felt about it. She just didn’t know if she trusted Tessan enough to tell him. She knew she wasn’t comfortable enough to want to tell him. She wrestled with it a long moment before giving in. She’d gotten through more uncomfortable and untrustworthy situations. “You suggested they don’t like me and want to get rid of me or pity me. You sounded sarcastic.” He was Star Fleet he couldn’t hurt her, well he could, but he wouldn’t. Nothing she’d seen suggested he was that type of person. “It makes me feel like you think I’m looking for attention or my perception of my captivity is wrong.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor gave a small nod, “I can see that, I certianly did not mean to make you feel that way, fore the reconder I don’t think those things, please forgive me,” he asked.

“Of course,” Dradvia nodded. She was easy to forgive or to please. It was unclear, even to her, which it was.

He looked at her compasionatly he knew he was pushing a little today. “Now go deeper, those are the surface feelings, why did it make you feel that way, do you think” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“Probably because most people don’t believe me. They don’t think things can ever be that bad. That things like that don’t happen in the real world,” Dradvia said.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor drank that in for a moment, “What I saw was horrible and i’m sure that was not the worse of it. “Your pain is very real, what happened to you is very real, even before I saw it was clear you were not faking or exagerating.” he noted. “How does people not believeing you make you feel?”

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia sighed, “Lonely… and I guess a little jealous because their lives have been so sheltered.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

“What are your thoughts on group theorpy?” he asked genuinly tying to find people should could connect with there were a few people on board who had been through some pretty sever trama though he could not share that with her.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia shrugged. “I did that once. I didn’t like it. I didn’t feel like I got anything out of it.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor took a few more notes, “Well we have time left, would you like to go through some regression today and working on the anxiety or, maybe talk about something that’s on your mind currently?” He asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

There was something on her mind, but whatever it was, the idea of sharing it with him made her embarrassed and shy. Not in a bad way, but a very personal way. He could tell it was probably something positive but private. She wasn’tgoingbto share it with him.

“We can work on the regression,” she agreed instead.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor was all about pushing a little today it was not going to help her to dodge things to much. “Something you thought just now made you happy, mind sharing?” he asked as he stood refresh his tea.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia looked at him confused. Happy? She didn’t feel hapoy. She just felt lost and confused by it all. In reality, though she did feel lost and confused, she wasn’t consciously aware that she felt happiness about it as well.

Dradvia shook her head. She spoke cautiously but truthfully, “I’m not ready to share.” She would never be ready she didn’t think. It was too private, too new, and too personal.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

OOC: I read positive as a good or happy feeling, So that’s the context there.

OOC: Oh it is! She just isn’t conscious of that fact… yet. LOL

IC:
“Fair enough” he said not wanting to push past a personal boundry. “Lets go back to the last time you woke up and were unable to sleep.” he said, “Cross your arms giving you self a nice hug.” he noted.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia nodded and did as he asked. She lowered her gaze to the floor between her feet and gave herself a hug. The last time had been two nights before, so it wasn’t hard for her to remember.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor monitoned is voice out, it became soft and rythmic. “Think back to what the room felt like, what it smelled like, what sounds, what were you seeing?” he suggested.
He was not trying to hypnotise her, just relax her surface thoughts.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia took a soft breath before speaking. “The room is cool, but my blanket is heavy and warm. The sheets are soft instead of itchy. We didn’t have good sheets growing up so it always surprises me when I wake up. I can’t hear anything when I wake up. It’s too quiet. It wasn’t quiet like that when I feel asleep. Not even the air recyclers are on right then. The room is really dark except the glow of the standby screen on my terminal. There are no streaks of stars outside the window.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor spoke softly watched as she went through the process and continued to walk her through it. “how does that make you feel?” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“Scared, anxious. We aren’t moving anymore and it’s quiet. They’re getting ready for something.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor paused a moment wondering if she had drifted back again he let his empathy open fully making sure her stress level did not get to high..”Who is getting ready for something?” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia let out a shortly held breath and shook her head. “No one. But that’s how the quiet and stillness makes me feel.” Her stress level wasn’t too high, she was in the present, but trying to describe a complex emotion.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor noted something on his Padd and then spoke up. “Were you able to get back to sleep?” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia shook her head, “No. Well not for awhile. I was able to get about two more hours.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor smiled softly, “Well some is better than none right?” he suggested. “I was thinking about the quiet, does it relate to your past at all? meaning can you think of why the sudden silience would cause you to alert?” he asked.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Everything in her turned sad and anxious. “I know why. When his ship would stop we never knew why. They would come take some of us. Sometimes they were sold, sometimes we were paraded in front of visitors for private amusements,” her eyes closed then as waves of shame and embarrassment hit her. “Sometimes they disappeared after that, we never knew what happened to them.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor could feel her sadness and how anxious she was, he hated it but inorder for this to work she would have to feel those things to reprogram them. “Ok stay there, focus on in and then breath slow breaths and tap higher up on your shoulders. continue and tell me if your feelings change.” he said softly, his voice filled with compassion.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia held on to the memory, the feelings. It wasn’t hard to let the feelings swamp her. She moved her hands higher up her arms and began tapping. Nothing really changed. If she allowed herself to focus on counting the taps and her breath, then she could let the memory fade away. Tessan had said not to do that last time. So she focused intently on the memory and feelings. All that really changed was adding confusion to the mix. How was she supposed to change how she felt if she was supposed to concentrate and hold on to how the memories made her feel?

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

OOC:: EFT basically uses presure points on the arms to change the electrical impules sent to the brain, it does work some over time.Just as a refrence point.

OOC: That makes sense. It’s similar to biofeedback therapy. So I was using my experiences with that to flesh out her progression through it. Or trying to anyway. Lol

IC:

Tealor wait a little bit, watching her tap. “That’s good , just keep going it will become more natual over time. I know the it can feel like nothing is happening give it some time.” he said, “You can go deeper into the memory while tapping if you want” he noted.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia really didn’t want to do that. She didn’t want to fall into another flashback. She never knew what would trigger them, but she didn’t want to risk it. She kept tapping and breathing holding on to that one moment. Healing took time. She knew that, so this wouldn’t be any different.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor took a couple notes, and stood, ok you can stop now he said warmly placing a class of water infont of her, “Drink that please, ” he asked. “It helps clear the excess adresnaline out.” he noted. “Stress in the body is an interesting thing,” he said. “There are two main kinds of stress that we will be focusing on is Distress and Eustress, ” he sat back down with a water of his own. “Distress well thats obvious I think, Eustress is something most people dont thing about, it’s good stress the helps us focus push throug hand do what we need to do. Sounds good right?” he paused

Deadvia dropped her hands and blinked her eyes a few times, rolling her shoulders. She took the glass and held it nervously a minute and then drank it all in one go while he spoke.

“Well not really for extended periods of time, like Distress under prolonged periods, like losing our selves hard in a project, it will deplete dopamine and saratonine just like distress. At the end of the day it’s still bad for you. “

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia nodded, cupping the empty glass in her hands. “Everything in moderation.” She knew he was right. She was a prime example of it. The constant strain did unhealthy things to the body and the mind.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor new all to well that it was easier said than done. “What we are working towards, is a place you can sit in you freelings with out feeling like you have to run to a different one to escape it.” he said looking at the glass. “Would you like another glass?” he asked before moving on.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

That made sense. Face the fear rather than hide. That was the braver thing, wasn’t it? Something she didn’t think described her.

“No. Thank you,” she just liked the feel of the glass in her hands.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor took a mental note that she was holding the glass,. “Well we still have time left” he said looking at the clock, “Would you like to try again? or just finish the time talking?” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“Ummm,” she really didn’t have a preference, but knew she had to pick. “We can try again.” She set the glass on the desk, crossed her arms around herself, and focused her gaze on the floor between her feet.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor gave a nod, she was doing well, he could tell it was forced, but that was not uncommon it always was at first. healing was not easy and the only magic bullet would be for him to place false memories and wipe the old ones.. something not only ileagle but often came apart in the long run and caused more damage. The mind had a remarkable ability to find its way back to it’s original programing no mater how hard you tried to stop it.

“Go back to your first night on the ship where you fell asleep and then woke back up” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan;
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia thought, when was that? Sh5^ _e didn’t remember sleeping much that week. That first night… the ship went to warp just as she was swirling in to her quarters. The next night had been okay. Maybe… that was the night… well she’d woken up that night. She focused on after, getting ready for bed, making sure her door was locked, her combadge was close, she’d read until late when she fell asleep, lights still on. It had been so quiet, but she woke up shouting and laughter outside her door.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor watched as she tried to search her memories, once it was seemed as though she had chosen a memory. “Ok just like before, desribe what your feeling, what your senses are telling you” he suggested, his voice calm and soft.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia swallowed audibly. “I’m anxious. Afraid. I had a hard time falling asleep. Someone… banged in my door or near it. They were loud in the corridor. My heart hurt and was racing. I felt sick; I thought they found me.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

“You are ok, you are just remembering, go ahead and tap, and then keep going if you can” he suggested, as hard as it was to watch her be uncomfortable it was these feeling that she need to learn to sit in rather than run from. Training her mind to process, asses if there was real danger, and release if there was not. It was a long process it took along time to create the fear, it would take time to make it managable.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia began tapping. He wanted her to keep going…

“I want to hide in case they come in. There’s no where to hide in my room. One door, one room. There’s no where to go. I hide in a corner, pulling my chair in front of me, but it’s not enough.” The tapping is as frantic as her heart beat.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor see’s her anxiety and fear is raising quickly he attempts to slow it down a little. “You are ok you are in my office with me, there is no danger it’s just a memory. Pause there , breath slowly with me. keep tapping” he said in calm reasuring voice.

Dradvia stopped talking and tried to make herself breathe slower, still tapping her fingers.

“8 seconds in ” he breathed with her “1..2…3......” he said..”Now hold for 8 Seconds” he said pausing himself for the time. “And out for 8 seconds.... 3…2…1” again he encouraged, contunine 4 times…

She let her fingers tap with the count. It.seemed to make sense unless she wanted to start breathing as fast as she was tapping.

“Ok, how are you feeling now” he asked

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Dradvia shrugged. “Anxious.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

He studdied her looking for signs her body was giving was she relaxing at all or staying the same, the sholders, posture and face would be good tells. “Ok, make note in your mind and go through the breathing again.” he said

Her body wasn’t quite as stiff as it was, her breathing slower, but a state of tense and anxious was her norm. Her legs were the first to relax, instead of pressing down on her toes, with her heels up, her feet were flat on the floor, and she wasn’t gripping her arms quite as tight. She took 5 more breaths as she counted quietly in her head.

After she was done with another cycle he made a note, “How about now?” he asked “Any change?” he asked softly.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

There was, but she was still anxious, on edge. She didn’t know how to describe it. It wasn’t as bad, but it was still there. She didn’t like being alone in the room with him, but she didn’t really want others in there either. “I guess… I’m not as nervous.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor looked at her noted more information and then continued. “Ok Ensign that’s good enough,” he said, “I know this isnt easy, a little change, a little calmer is good. that is how this works. you are doing good.” he reasured.

She shivered at the words and a wave of nausea washed over her. The words made her feel sick, but at least she didn’t fall into a flashback this time.

He gave her a few moments to adjust and then continued. “Tell me what your thinking” he asked “There is a sense of uneasiness but I feel it’s not related to the regression. You don’t have to share if you don’t want to ” he noted.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

She wasn’t comfortable telling him. She didn’t want to. It wasn’t really Tessan’s fault that he made her nervous. Everyone did. Especially people who were overly kind. She didn’t like being alone with people. There was safety in numbers and being able to fade into a crowd. She wouldn’t lie though. Maybe just part of it? “I guess I just don’t feel safe here yet.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor gave a nod, “I see” he said. “I think that is perfectly understandable, thank you for being open about it i’m sure it was not easy.” He stated. he looked around a little, it had to be him that was making her uncomfortable, and he was sure if the roles were reversed he would feel the same way. They had known each other a while now but certainly not longenough. There were likely multi reasons she was uncomfortable including the fact that she was a lone with a man she did not know well.

“can you elaborate,” he asked, he wanted to see if she could muster the courage to confront what was making her uncomfortable.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

Well there was that guy…Sisnil, he was part of the Syndicate. Like her, not by choice. She was so afraid that they would look for him and find her. But something stopped her from saying anything about him. “I guess… I don’t know,” she shrugged. “I don’t know anyone, and everyone is really curious and asks a lot of questions I don’t want to answer. They’re nosey. I can’t just do my job and be quiet.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor decided to push a little she was avoiding her original statement and something else, what he was unsure. “I can understand that, your smart enough to realize in most cases they are just trying to get to know you, that said the skuttlebutt on this boat is a real thing,” he said with a slight pause. “You would be suprised at the things I hear and see” he noted.

Would she be? She knew the kinds of things that got spread through gossip. Maybe it wouldn’t be as bad here.

He looked at her for a moment. “But I mean why are you uncomfortable now, in this room?” he asked.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

“Oh,” she muttered. She had to fight not to wring her hands together. He said she didn’thave to share, but he was pushing anyway. She sighed sadly. “I… I don’t like being alone with people.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Tealor looked at her his eyes warm, not so much symathy or pitty but something else. Compassion maybe or perhapps it was a bit of pride in the step she took forced as it had been.

Tealor let a small momment pass before responding. “I can understand that,” he started. “Very good for pushing through and not avoiding it completly, had you directly said you did not want to talk about it I would have moved on.” he said “Part of my job is to make you uncomfortable, to push you past your comfort zone, im sorry that it’s hard on you” he said. “but it takes preasure to get past somethings” he looked at her. “You have to learn that expressing yourself and your feelings is allowed. ” he said setting another glass of water on the table infront of her. “What do you do when you get angry?” he asked quite out of the blue.

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine

The praise just made her more uncomfortable. He wouldn’t understand and it was supposed to be a positive part of conversation. Dradvia couldn’t stop hating it though.

Tealor noticed that the complment was not well recieved, this was a deeper thing with in her that he knew would have to come out slowly or it could cause her to regress so he did not push.

She was working up the nerve to say something else when he asked his question. It took her mind a moment to catch up. “Oh… ummm… I don’t know. I can’t remember the last time I got mad.”

Tealor looked at her he did not want to go much further today, it was not good for her. “Do you not get angry? or have you not had cause to be angry” he knew something had happened with a crew member but the record had been sealed by the captain. He had hoped she would talk to him on her own but it may be time to press the captain for the file if she did not.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Dr Tealor Tessan
Chief Medical Officer U.S.S Wolverine