Posted by Ensign Dradvia (Medical Officer) in You Have To Trust Someone Eventaully

Posted by Civilian Sisnil Zoi (Intelligence Consultant) in You Have To Trust Someone Eventaully

Posted by Ensign Dradvia (Medical Officer) in You Have To Trust Someone Eventaully
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Sisnil sat next to her - also facing the room. But the way he sat was placing himself between her and the room. He’d ordered himself some Orion food. Eating it seemed to bring him some sadness and longing. Even so, his attention was always on those around them.

~ Zoi

Dradvia wasn’t so upset that she was unobservant. She noticed how Sisnil sat, blocking the room from her. Giving her space from the crowd. He also didn’t block her in. She also noticed he seemed sad. Her hand almost moved towards his. “Sisnil? What’s wrong?”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

“Oh. You know. Just… Vash cooks this.” Sisnil shrugged and forced a smile. “‘S alright. It’s just food, anyway.” He said softly, half heartedly. “I’ll be fine, Dee.” He said.

~ Zoi

“Tell me about her.” There wasn’t anyone else Sisnil could talk to about, well, anything. Dradvia also knew how much it could hurt to not be able to talk about or openly remember the people that were important.

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

There wasn’t. It was part of what made them so close, that people like Stevens couldn’t understand. “If she were here right now, she’d set her hand on my arm, like this,” he mimed it on the table, knowing she wouldn’t want to be touched. “and say everything will be okay.” Sisnil looked at her, “Vash is part Deltan, but she’d never manipulate my emotions without knowing I was okay with it. She wouldn’t make the loneliness, the emotional pain, go away, but she’d dull it. Make it more bearable.”

~ Zoi

Dradvia guessed they were closer than most people. With her Deltan empathy and his Betazoid telepathy. It must make the three of them really close. “Vash is kind of like the mother hen, huh? Makes sure you’re feeling okay, makes sure everyone eats, and stuff.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Sisnil thought about it. “I guess so.” He finished his food and pushed the tray aside. “She’s not the only one, though. Our medic’ll let you have it if you’re not making his job easier.” He grinned, “He likes to pretend he doesn’t care.”

~ Zoi

“It makes it easier,” Dradvia said. “When people are scared and hurting and they depend on you for comfort and to save them… it helps to pretend you don’t care.”

Ens. Dradvia, Medical Officer

Sisnil looked at her, “Do you do that?” He asked. He couldn’t see her pretending she didn’t care. Even with his training mishap, she’d been incredibly concerned and worried.

~ Zoi