Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Leah Hart (Nurse Practitioner/Counseling) in En Route- Mental Health Priorities

Posted by Commander Roman Alden (First Officer & Chief Science Officer) in En Route- Mental Health Priorities

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Leah Hart (Nurse Practitioner/Counseling) in En Route- Mental Health Priorities
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There was a long silence. Roman glanced off screen again, then back to Leah. “I… avoided a physical. Doctor Kreed had to give me something for uhm…” It was embarrassing to him. The words didn’t want to come out. “for anxiety. To finish the physical.”

~ Roman

She nodded. “[o]Okay, that’s actually really good to know. What part about being in Sickbay makes you anxious?[o]

~Leah Hart, NP

It doesn’t, he almost said. That was his usual answer. He couldn’t say that if he wanted to keep his career. His position. “I don’t know,” he said instead.

~ Roman

[o] Well let’s break it down then. When do you first notice the symptoms of your anxiety showing up?[o]

~Leah Hart, NP

“I don’t know, when I get to Sickbay?” That definitely wasn’t true, but Roman objected to calling it anxiety in the first place, he didn’t realize the symptoms really started at the bare mention of Sickbay or medical.

~ Roman

Leah nodded, her unseen hand moving across the PADD as she took notes. [o]Describe it. What does it feel like in your body? What sort of thoughts go through your head?[o]

~Leah Hart, NP

“It used to feel like nothing.” Roman said with a shrug. “Now… my heart races and I feel like I can’t breathe. I get… sweaty.” He shrugged again. He looked very uncomfortable.

~ Roman

She looked down at her PADD and then back up at him. [o]When did you first notice this change? The new symptoms?[o] Leah had enough background info from his file to make some experienced and educated guesses, but especially in a situation like this, it was important that Roman use his own words and not rely on other to tell him how he felt and what he experienced.

~Leah Hart, NP

“Last year.” Roman replied simply, not wanting to go into detail. He really didn’t want to talk about it. He hated talking about this stuff. But it was after the attempt on his life that left his heart damaged that his anxiety symptoms changed.

~ Roman

She gazed at him, her brown eyes searching his features. [o]Tell me more…[o] Leah said more softly.

~Leah Hart, NP

Roman shifted in his seat, averting his gaze from the screen. He shrugged almost awkwardly. “After… I was in Sickbay last year it was like… My body started responding differently to stress.” He shrugged again and shook his head. “I know it has nothing to do with what happened to me medically. I just don’t understand it.”

~ Roman