Posted by Commander Jason Harn (Executive Officer) in Couselor’s Appointment… XO

Posted by Lieutenant Trevor Michaels (Counselor) in Couselor’s Appointment… XO

Posted by Commander Jason Harn (Executive Officer) in Couselor’s Appointment… XO
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SNIP

“Commander?” Trevor called out from his office, “I’m surprised to see you here.” The Counselor said, peering his head out from the doorway. The Lieutenant motioned for the XO to join him in the office. The CNS disappeared back into his office and shuffled a few sprawled out PaDDs back into his desk to view later.

CNS

“Yeah, I actually showed up this time,” Jason smiled grimly as he followed Trevor into his office and parked his large frame onto a divan that was just the right height for his long legs. “I must have made six counseling appointments but never showed up to them. You’re probably wondering what made me show up to this one aren’t you?”

Jason Harn, XO

“So I didn’t have to declare you unfit for duty?” The Counselor laughed. In reality, the Lieutenant had many people try and steer clear of him and has yet to actually deem anyone unfit for that reason.

“So what brings you down to my office?” Michaels finally asked.

CNS

“Since my little uh, time skip I’ve had a lot of counselor’s appointments,” Jason admitted as he fidgeted on the couch as he unsuccessfully tried to find a nonchalant sitting position he was comfortable with, “so I’ll cut to the chase. On the Xarantine mission, while I was commanding the Buccaneer…” he paused, knowing what he said next could prevent any further promotions. “I… I think I… I think I might have froze up.”

His time spent in JAG had taught him that it was always better to use terms like “I think I might have” or “maybe I” when making a confession. It left room for a sympathetic interpretation instead of forcing a forgone conclusion. Even so, to Jason’s ears it seemed like a damnable confession.

Jason Harn, XO

“Oh?” Trevor asked. “… and you think it may have something to do with your past?” The Counselor asked. The Lieutenant shifted slightly in his chair, to become more comfortable. He knew that even senior officers froze up at least once in their career, so it wasn’t uncommon… especially in stressful and dangerous situations.

CNS

“I… it must be,” Jason shrugged. “It’s just that I remember being so much more daring and decisive back then. Compared to the Battle of Cheron, our confrontation with the Xarantine pirates was a milk run. There was no reason for me to be so cautious.”

Jason Harn, XO. no longer a maverick
Jason Harn, XO

Trevor nodded at the XO’s response. “You also have to remember that you’re no longer in a time where being daring is a first reaction.” The Counselor stated. “Subconsciously you may want to be gung ho, but you know that by doing so… you’d have a higher chance of making a detrimental mistake.” Michaels added.

“Or maybe… you’ve realized that your old style just doesn’t fit in with the 24th century.” The Lieutenant said. He knew there could be multiple reasons for why the XO was more cautious. It would definitely take some time to figure out, if the XO wanted to move forward.

CNS

“True,” Jason nodded without revealing which of Trevor’s assessments he agreed with. “My last command was a tiny ship compared to his one, the size of a frigate. Even the Klingon ship I served on was just a K’tinga, not a Negh’var. With that many resources at one’s command, who wouldn’t be overwhelmed? I just kind of hoped that serving aboard the USS Galaxy would prepare me for running a bigger ship.”

Jason Harn, XO

The Counselor was hoping the Commander wasn’t losing faith in his own command capabilities. “How are your relationships with those you work with?” Trevor asked, trying a different approach.

CNS

“Pretty good actually,” Jason shrugged. “I don’t have a problem fitting in with the younger crowd. I guess most of the people serving aboard this ship are looking for a ‘cool dad’,” he laughed before sobering. “Although, I can’t help wondering how much I’VE changed. There’s an officer… oh heck with it, Bennie Royce, who seems to be interested in me, but she’s just so young! I feel like I’m robbing the cradle! I haven’t even let a relationship start since she’s young enough to be my daughter. You know, I always considered myself a ‘ladies man’, but this time I can’t help thinking that this time it’s going too far. And I didn’t notice this change… until after the whole ‘Buccaneer’ thing…”

Jason Harn, XO, all over the place

OOC: Glad to see him mention Bennie. Because of the changeover to Exodus, it looked like both Jason and Thell dropped her like a hot potato!! :)

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