Posted by Commander Dira Myqian (Executive Officer) in XO’s Office - Seeking Advice

Posted by Lieutenant Tija Aizala (Visitor) in XO’s Office - Seeking Advice

Posted by Commander Dira Myqian (Executive Officer) in XO’s Office - Seeking Advice

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“I know some of your file, but you might need to fill in some of the blanks for me here and there,” Dira said, giving Tija her full attention. “What specialty did you have previously, and have you explored any others so far?” There was an air of hesitancy about Aizala that told Dira she would need to pull from all her training in order to help the woman the best way she could.

Commander Myqian, XO

“Officially my speciality was only in emergency medicine and trauma surgery, but I also have extensive training in what is often called ‘alternative medicine’. I have been looking into pharmacology and gynaecology as alternative paths forward. I have run a couple of simulations in both fields and I felt comfortable enough in both. I’m just not sure if that is enough,” Aizala replied thoughtfully and then exhaled with a soft sigh.

~Lt. Tija, Doctor

“Enough for what?” Dira asked, as she pushed herself up our of the comfy chair. “Oh, I’m going to grab something to drink, can I grab you anything?” she added as she moved to the replicator.

Commander Myqian, XO

Looking up at Dira, Aizala replied, “A herbal tea would be nice. The once saved as Tija 4, please. Thank you Commander.” She then fell silent and pondered for a a couple of moments how to best answer the other question Dira had asked. Eventually she started, “Whatever I end up doing, I want it to feel like more than just a job. More than just something I feel like I’m being good at. I want to feel passionate about what I’m doing or like there is a … I don’t know, purpose is the wrong word. There is always a purpose to being a doctor. But I chose my speciality for very specific reasons and I feel like I have lost that … drive … or purpose … or whatever you want to call it.” A soft sigh escaped her and she shook her head. “It’s probably silly and asking too much.”

~Lt. Tija, Doctor