Posted by Lieutenant Commander Daggum Hammor (Chief Operations Officer) in Holodeck 2- Therapy in Unusual Places Day 2, Part 1

Posted by Ensign Viyara Nazeen (Scientist) in Holodeck 2- Therapy in Unusual Places Day 2, Part 1

Posted by Lieutenant Commander Daggum Hammor (Chief Operations Officer) in Holodeck 2- Therapy in Unusual Places Day 2, Part 1
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Heavy hands landed softly on her shoulders and Daggum, standing behind her, said “It’s okay, V… just breathe for a sec. Its a lot… I know. But it will pass.... I promise. Just give it a bit, okay?”

Daggum

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With her head bowed and every muscle in her body still clenched, Viyara took several deep breath trying to relax and lessen the anxiety she felt. Even if only a tiny bit. After several long moments of silence, she finally turned around. Her brows were pulled together and lips were pressed into a narrow line. Shaking her head a little, she looked up at Daggum, her heterochromatic eyes searching his face. Looking for something. What it was she wasn’t even sure of herself. Finally she said softly, “I want her to come back. But I feel it would be wrong to ask. I know you said I can, but it’s how I feel. And I am afraid she will say no and I’ll feel even more alone, more abandoned, more anxious than I already do. That’s why I can’t call her and ask.” With a soft sigh and another slight shake of her head, she dropped her gaze before moving slowly away from Daggum. She felt torn between needing some space and wanting him to follow her. Torn between hoping that he would contact Janna and that he wouldn’t. Torn between staying on the holodeck and leaving to see Dr. Grey and then return to her quarters. Nothing felt right. As if - no matter what she decided to do - it would be the wrong choice. Again.

~Viyara

“Sometimes we need to what feels wrong to do what is right. Here, try this…” and he tapped his badge. =/\= Commander Hammor to Lieutenant Kingston. Ensign Nazeen would like a private word, if you don’t mind. =/\= and he looked at Viyara. “Now ask, line is open.”

Daggum

Spinning around, her eyes suddenly wide and her expression akin to that of a deer caught in headlights, Viyara just stared at Daggum. For a couple of heartbeats her mind was completely blank and she was unable to say anything as a wave of different emotions rolled over her. But just as suddenly the fear vanished from her eyes and was replaced by anger. “How could you do that? Put me on the spot like that?” she hissed before running out of the living room. A moment later the sound of the door to her room being slammed shut could be heard.

Inside her room, Viyara leaned against the door. Confused and overwhelmed. Holding tightly onto her forearms without even noticing that she was doing it. Letting her head drop back against the door, a soft thud could be heard and then a few moments later another one as she sank towards the ground. Hugging her knees to her chest, she tried to make sense of everything she was feeling and tried to calm the turmoil of emotions inside her.

~Viyara