Posted by Lieutenant Commander Liam Madison (Chief Science Officer) in Arboretum 3- An Offer You Can’t Refuse

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Janna Kingston (CNS) in Arboretum 3- An Offer You Can’t Refuse

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“And yet you actively find ways to prolong your discomfort. I’m quite happy to be more direct, if I feel it’ll be productive and you’d be honest with me, but you have to work with me. If I ask you purposeful questions, will you answer them?” Janna asked.

~Janna Kingston, CNS

Liam let a long spell of silence stretch across several moments. Inwardly, he reflected on the choice forced upon him and his habits that actively avoided facing his own feelings. Sharing feelings wasn’t an easy thing for him, especially as a child. As an athlete, his brother and most of his casual friends failed to understand the struggles. It became even harder to share when his focus locked onto a goal and refused to let go until he had injured himself. In hindsight, he should’ve seen the destructive behavior before now.

He took a deep breath. The floral scent filtered into his lungs and became a bittersweet one. It connected heavily to his desire to stick to his habits rather than change. Showing it would only benefit in continually harming him.

“Yes, but some might be more difficult than others. I can not promise I will be immediately open or will share everything on the spot. Old habits are hard to break and these were set at a young age. If you can accept that, I’ll be as honest as possible.” Liam honestly poured from his lips.

-CSO, Liam J. Madison, Sci.

“Baby steps, as we say,” Janna said softly. “I’ll honour your struggles if you can equally allow me to make mistakes. I’m just getting to know you, after all, so I’m just finding my way here too.”

Gazing over at the greenery and the flowers, Janna breathed in slowly. “before we get into anything, for a moment I want you to consider what would happen if you do share openly with me. What’s the worst case scenario?”

~Janna Kingston, CNS