Posted by Ensign Viyara Nazeen (Scientist) in Holodeck 2- Therapy in Unusual Places Day 2, Part 1

Posted by Lieutenant Commander Daggum Hammor (Chief Operations Officer) in Holodeck 2- Therapy in Unusual Places Day 2, Part 1

Posted by Ensign Viyara Nazeen (Scientist) in Holodeck 2- Therapy in Unusual Places Day 2, Part 1
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“Well let’s start by rephrasing things and looking at them differently. I do in fact have a name for the challenge that you’re struggling with. It’s not wrong, it just is right now, okay?”

“Okay,” Viyara whispered and nodded.

Janna got back up and moved back to the table and smiled wearily at Daggum. It had bene a long twenty-four hours and they weren’t done here yet. But they were making progress and Janna was glad for that. “Are you still okay with Daggum sitting in on this?” Janna asked. “You’re allowed to change your mind.”

~Janna Kingston, CNS

Brushing the tears from her cheeks and using the tree as support, Viyara managed to get to her feet as well and then followed Janna back to the table. Whatever it was she was about to learn from Janna about herself: She didn’t want that physical distance between them. Slipping back onto her chair, she nodded and said, “Yes, I am.” But she added almost immediately, her gaze now fixed on Daggum, “If it’s okay for you Daggum. You don’t have to stay. I understand if it’s too much.”

~Viyara

Daggum smiled and said “I told you… I’m here. Only way I’m leaving is if you tell me to.” and he sat down and smiled at her.

Daggum

It was only when a small portion of the tension in her shoulders disappeared that Viyara noticed that she had been pulling them up a little when she asked Daggum if he would stay. She returned his smile, even if it was only a small one, and said, “Thank you Daggum.” Taking another deep breath, she shifted her focus and looked at Janna instead. “I’m ready,” she said, though it sounded a bit more like a question then a statement of fact.

~Viyara

Janna smiled softly and nodded. “Okay then. I’m going to preface this by saying that Doctor Grey still needs to do a full physical to rule out anything physiological that causes your symptoms and so my diagnosis is my gut feeling and is unconfirmed until that point. And I’m going to share my observations and tell you where that leads us. But you can absolutely reject the diagnosis if you feel it doesn’t fit. That’s your right. And so is seeking a second opinion. But what a diagnosis does is give us a starting point and some ideal ways to proceed. It’s a pathway that we alter to fit you best, okay?”

She took a minute to gather her thoughts and then began her list, counting each one out on her hand. “An unstable sense of self, meaning your sense of who you are fluctuates constantly. Unstable or changing relationship, whether romantic or not. Fear of abandonment. Impulsive or self-damaging behaviours that can include things like sex with partners you don’t know well or at all and adrenaline seeking activities like being on the holodeck without safeties. Self harm or suicidal behaviour. Varied or random mood swings. Constant feelings of worthlessness. Problems with anger and a frequent loss of temper. Loss of reality, which can include dissociation. All of these I’ve personally witnessed or have occurred in the time since you’ve been on the Athena, or in your previous assignments. And all of this meets the criteria for what we call Borderline Personality Disorder. Now, it can be co-morbid with other issues, like eating disorders and depression, but I haven’t seen any evidence of this. When you first mentioned the childhood abuse, my therapist alarm went off and I was watching for BPD or Complex PTSD. Both of which are common when there is significant trauma in childhood. Now, before we talk about treatment and a way forward, do you have any questions about the symptoms I’ve observed or wish to counter anything I’ve said?”

~Janna Kingston, CNS