Posted by Captain Alexander Cochrane (Commanding Officer) in Deck 4 Garden- Perspectives

Posted by Lieutenant Faye Calloway (Mission Specialist) in Deck 4 Garden- Perspectives

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Faye watched her friend and knew he spoke from experience. She might not always be able to read people well, but she did know Alex. Shifting her position, she nestled herself next to him and rested her head against his shoulder. “I think… I think I’m scared I gave too much away to him and there’s nothing left for someone else. I’ve searched for that same feeling and not yet found it. Daggum might be closest, but for obvious reasons things with him are… complicated. So how do you know if you’ve actually found it?”

~Faye Calloway

Alex smiled, more to himself than Faye. “You don’t. That’s why falling in love is scary. And you didn’t give too much away, Faye. You have a lot of love to give; and somewhere, right now, there is someone who is worthy to receive it and give you of themselves in return. Thats the key. Love has be reciprocal… but it won’t always be even. Sometimes you’ll give more than you get… sometimes you’ll take more than you give. But as long as you are honest… open… and willing to put in the work for the other… love can be an amazing thing.” and he fell silent and his brow furrowed.

Chewing on the inside of her cheek, Faye just inhaled deeply and let it go, deflating against him.

“Faye, you say this thing with whats-his-name… the other Orion… is complicated. It’s really not. Not unless you and him make it that way. Love is just love. Everything else is just testing to see if you’re serious about it.”

Cochrane

Laughter burst out of Faye and she up again and looked at him, genuinely amused. ” Oh yeah, lots of testing going on here.” She jabbed her thumbs towards herself. “I mean, BPD Girl here, whose record of imploding relationships was notable enough for one of my therapists to pick it up as a topic of discussion. And then of course there’s the whole across the galaxy thing.” Her expression softened into something of a lopsided grin. “But it sure makes it worth the extra effort of making sure our communications through the wormhole make it to their destination.”

Pushing herself to her feet, Faye felt tired. She gestured down the hill and across the garden. “The mushroom house is technically done. I think I might go do some digging. But want to see this grand gesture of his?” Faye was curious herself to see it complete and more than just specs. All that was left was the starter fungi. “And maybe as you do you can tell me about your first love,” she added.

~Faye Calloway