Posted by Lieutenant Commander Bethany Kovra Gadi (Chief of Security) in Gadi’s Quarters- Commiseration

Posted by Commander Shara Calloway (Chief Intelligence Officer) in Gadi’s Quarters- Commiseration
Elaine Shara carried a dark blue velvet bag in her hand as she strolled through the ship. Debriefing was done and as far as it felt like for her, nothing had changed. For the moment. Sure, they had their names cleared and there was a new medal to add to her small collection (Micah would have to frame theirs when they got to Tennessee, but as far as her brain was concerned, she was still on the job. It happened every time she went under cover. There was just no easy way for her to slip back into her own self other than to wait it out. And the longer she spent in a cover, the longer it took.

Seven months was a long time and as she knew all too well, reintegration took its sweet time.

There was a moment after she left her and Micah’s quarters that she momentarily missed the cramped old Azzy. She missed being able to knock on Bethy’s door through the bathroom. Strange as that might be, there had been a sort of forced camaraderie inherent in tighter quarters that she sort of missed.

Making her way down the deck, Shara pressed the chime on Gadi’s quarters, her Elaine-swagger still annoying embedded in her body. At least she had managed to feel comfortable in her old clothes again: black cargo pants and a grey tutleneck.

~Shara Calloway, CIO

Bethany was already half a bottle in when the chime on her door sounded. Her new senses told her who it was and she took a breath, steeling herself to not show her new senses. She walked over to the door and opened. “Shara or is it still Elaine? Come in.”

Lt. Cmdr. Gadi, COS

She stepped in, looking Bethany over. “You know, some agents could flip from one persona to another at the snap of a finger. Not me. I spent too long in them and it takes far too much time for my liking getting out of them. Elaine is being a bit resistant to leaving but I’m working on it.”

Shara lifted the velvet bag. “I’ve been really good that last few months after I realized I was drinking more than was probably wise. I was going to ask if you wanted to commiserate with me over a bottle, but looks like you’re way ahead of me.” Bethy was probably one of the few on board that truly understood Shara’s struggle to reintegrate at the moment.

~Shara Calloway, CIO