Trax the back way in where he was not noticed went into the office gathered all his belongings put them in boxees

=/\= “Computer please have ship support come in and gather the boxes and bring them to my quarters as soon as possible send message.”=/\= as the computer beeped the acknowledgement of the order.

Trax left the sickbay through the main doors quietly with no other words from Trax as the nurse stopped what she was doing. Was going to follow but she thought it wiser to give him space for now. Sooner or later things will come clear to her.

Trax found the closest lift and head back to his quarters. As he staggered into his room was more labored. He stripped his clothing off and went to take a long hot shower. As he tried to get the bad feeling and dangerous thoughts out of his head.

After a long bit in the shower washing every inch of today off of himself. He walked out to the replicator and ordered a pair of ferengi stardusters.

As made his way back to his room to get dressed in more comfortable Betazoid meditation clothing. As he took a seat on the floor in the living room area coffee table and activated the meditation crystal.

As he downed the first stardusters. As he closed his eyes and started to meditate as his mind slipped all barriers he started to feel every one on ship now.

He felt a presence at the door as he tapped the controls next to him to let the ensign in to drop off his belongings from the office he occupied for a brief time.

Probably a new record for him and Starfleet. Without opening his eyes. “thank you ensign gates for bringing my stuff home.” Trax commented quick before the officer left. “Your welcome sir!” Ensign Gates said kindly as he left.

As he felt him leave. As the doors closed and locked behind the leaving officer. Trax continued meditation as he finally cleared his mind of all the negitivity. As he slowly opened his eyes to find himself.

At peace once again. As he sipped on the secondary stardusters. “I guess I better get dinner. ” As he stood up and moved to the replicator. “How about something completely different this evening. ” Trax said to himself.

“How about something like steak and fish along with a baked potato with sour cream and butter and chives. Maybe a good wine with it. ” Trax ordered.

As the replicator to the order and started preparing it. Moments later it materialized on the shelf. Piping hot and ready to eat. With a chilled glass of wine.

Ensign Trax Sider JO Doctor