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Trax was confused by all the rejections. it was is a suggestion or idea was all. Trax moved off a bit and let the others to continue to access the problem if he could remember anything he would add more to the ideas. But felt off he started to the feeling of being watched again. as he shook the thought away as he looked over the chameleon flowers that fayth dealt with earlier in the week. they were looking amazing and he was glad they were doing better. As he healed one of the roses in his hand but not picking it the bush started to change colors it was like a Christmas tree with all the bud flashing and changing colors. as the one, he touched shower a beautiful sky blue colors as the other parts of the bush showed different and vibrant colors as he calmly smelled the bud as he released the bush the colors started changing randomly as the bush slowly changed back and forth. He sighed hard as he turned back toward the others as he made his way to the small table with food on it. and he gathered a small sampling of all that was there. And moved off to eat in peace and was still close enough to answer anything that might be asked of him.

Ensign Trax Suder - Jo Doctor

Trax’s confusion hit Sharah hard. She wasn’t rejecting his suggestion, she was scared. She didn’t know how to make it better, and she didn’t know what was safe to try and what was not. He would hear her voice telepathically, open for anyone who could hear to hear, ‘I am not saying no, Doctor.’ said in respect to his knowledge and expertise and not as a way to be formal. ‘I just…I don’t want to hurt anyone, and such an approach is a very intimate solution and’ she wasn’t sure how to express that such contact after all the bombardment she received every day was painful and the idea too intimate to her.

Turning to the others, “Dr. Trax has a sound idea, I just don’t know if it’s safe. The risk to me…” she shrugs. “But the risk to whomever wants to try is…not one I am comfortable. I’m sure it sounds like I don’t want an answer, which isn’t true. It seems such a simple answer, but after all these years I’ve found it is not.” She hadn’t meant to hurt Trax’s feelings and she was bereft with guilt for it.
Lt jg Fayth, CSO

Looking from one Doctor to the other Soval considered the emotional complexity of his crew mates a moment. “Is it a danger for you or another if you initiate the contact? If a willing subject was to open their mind to you?” Despite his curiosity, he reminded himself that this was a person not a subject. “Doctor Suder, I do need your knowledge and advice, if you would please return to the conversation.”
Soval

He looked a Fayth for a moment thought to her. ~I understand your concerns and reservations.~ trax commented to her as he was momentarily disturbed by something again before hearing Soval. “As far as I can tell or know there would be difficulties with the mind merger as long as both people are completely open there won’t be much pain if one of their minds were closed to the idea. Its the fact that they both would have to get used to double the impressions to thoughts could overwhelm them. before they could do more until they got used to the added information. The one supplying the bridge like a Vulcan or another telepathic person would notice the transaction of thought between one another but nothing more than that as the Vulcan goes. As a said a bridge they have a sturdier mindscape for such a bridge to attain total connection.” Trax added calmly as he looked about a bit as he attempted to focus on the others again ad he took a bit to eat.

Ensign Trax Suder - Jo Doctor