Posted by Ensign Sharah Fayth (Doctor) in side-sim A Day Off

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Joseph Rainns (Chief of Security) in side-sim A Day Off

Posted by Ensign Sharah Fayth (Doctor) in side-sim A Day Off
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‘I don’t mind eating here.’ Rainns responded, nodding at Sharah’s question, he then took a seat at the table.

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Sharah picked several things and requested them from the replicator. She set them on the table and sat down. ‘Take your pick.’ They ate quietly content in the stillness.
Suddenly the ship got very loud and very overwhelming for her. Joseph could feel it as Sharah began registering certain words out of the chaos. Sharah’s calm suddenly crashed, ‘No. no no no.’ She got up and moved rather quickly to her desk and spun the console around. On the screen was a list of all the graduates and transfers. Sharah had graduated with top honors and had received a position on the USS Europa. Joseph was staying. His work earning him the recognition of continuing to train new cadets. Sharah shook her head, she knew it was going to happen, they’d talked about it, but she wasn’t expecting it so soon. She sat down on the floor, next to her couch, hugged her knees to her chest and hid her face in them.
Cadet Fayth, Doctor

Joseph stood up from table and walked over to the table and saw the console displaying names and assignments. He looked back at Sharah to see her on the floor in a ball. ’ Hey, it’s going to be ok.’ He said. Even though he didn’t doubt himself, the pain of the implications of what was happening seeped in and Joseph could feel the sadness welling up inside him. Life was about to get a little harder, he knew that, and he knew that she knew that. He walked over to where she was sitting and plopped down next to her, wrapping his arm around her curled form. ‘We knew this would imzadi, everything is going to be ok.’ He felt a massive amount of pressure on his chest. IT would be ok, he knew that, he just needed her to know that too.

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‘I know…I know we talked about this. I…I just wasn’t expecting it so soon.’ She tried to breath through the silent sobs. They had never gotten around to the details though. She took another deep breath. She turned so she could hug him, her face buried against him. ‘I’ll be okay, I’m not right now, but I will be. What about you?’ The orders said she had 2 weeks before she disembarked. Two weeks had never looked like so small amount of time to her.
Cadet Fayth, Doctor

‘I’m alright, somebody’s gotta stay behind and whip the new cadets into shape.’ Rainns responded. ‘I’m happy to be the man to do it. I just wish I would have you by my side while I did that.’ He kissed her on the forehead. ‘As soon as I’m done here, I get to pick which ship I want to serve on, where ever you go, I’ll be right behind you, I promise. Until then, you need to figure out a schedule so your brother and I don’t try to call you at the same time.’

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Sharah tried to laugh, it didn’t really work. ‘My brother can forget it. I’ll write him when I have time. You come first, always.’ She looked up at him, ‘I’m gonna hold you to that promise.’ She kept trying to breath, ‘Teach me chess? We’ll play through letters.’ She wanted to stay with him, but if he was going to follow her it wouldn’t be so bad, right? They’d figure it out. She had a horrible thought though. ‘Please don’t hate me Joseph.’ Her mind began to pull away, just a bit. She had been relying on him a lot and neither of them could hold the distance. She was going to have to adjust again, she had time to do it slowly, but she had to do it. ‘Imzadi.’
Cadet Fayth, Doctor

‘I hope you do.’ Joseph said with a smile. ‘I intend to fulfill it.’ He nodded his head, ‘Of course I will, you won’t be able to beat me with all the distance.’ At first he was confused by Fayths plea, but then he felt it. Her mental presence was withdrawing from his. Pings of sadness radiated throughout Rainns heart, he knew that it had to be done though. ‘I will never hate you Sharah, never.’ As much as he wanted to, he did not stop her withdrawal.

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‘I’m sorry, I have to. I’ll collapse if I try to do it all at once as I leave, and I don’t know what that would do to you,’ she stopped before the noise became distracting. Suddenly she kissed him, letting it linger. ‘Take advantage of very moment we have.’ She started to suggest they go to his quarters, they would have their day of reading and games, but she didn’t know if the memory of being in his quarters would be worse for him, so she stayed sitting on the floor next to him and let him decide.
Cadet Fayth, Doctor

Joseph welcomed the kiss with happiness and slowly breathed out after it was over. ‘I will trust me.’ he replied. ’ I would rather stay here if that’s ok with you.’ He said. I would hate to have my empty quarters taunt me after you leave.’

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Sharah nodded, she understood. She reached around behind her and pulled out a chess set, made of cherry and ebony wood. She had meant it to be a gift, but now it would serve as a connection. She slid it in front of them and squeezed his hand, and took a deep breath. ‘Teach me.’
Cadet Fayth, Doctor

Rainns eyes lit up upon seeing the board. ‘Of course.’ He began to take the pieces out and set them up on the board in their appropriate positions. making sure he was deliberate enough to allow Fayth to follow what he was doing. As he assembled the pieces together he figured he might as well get down to the real talk. ‘How often do you want to chat once we split apart?’ he asked solemnly.

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Sharah watched very carefully, picking details of each piece from Joseph’s thoughts, trying to commit them to memory. She said the first answer that came to mind, ‘Every hour.’ She took a deep breath, that wasn’t going to help them. ‘Every day, though that might not happen for many reasons, but we can send recorded messages every day. I don’t think I can handle going longer than a week.’
Cadet Fayth, Doctor

Joseph smiled. ‘Sweetheart we don’t even talk every hour here.’ He finished setting up the board. ‘Once a day will be perfect, and I can certainly accommodate your recorded messages request.’ He stopped and stared at the board. ‘You know, once my tour on Challenger is done, we could commit to formal union,’ he was very careful to avoid the m word. ‘That way we won’t be put on separate ships again after this little escapade. Granted the distance relationship works out, which I’m sure it will.’

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